Well, here goes. I am officially starting a blog…eek! That’s scary! Come along with me as I take you with me on a journey of self-discovery. I have no idea what it will entail but I am excited to share with you and see what transpires.
Week 1 of the Master Key Experience (MKE) was intense! As I sat on the first weeks Zoom for 3 hours (a little longer than the future ones will be) it was one of those moments when I wondered what I had gotten myself into. My old Subby (subconscious) was fighting it but in my heart, I knew this could completely change my life.
MKE is a 26-week commitment on Sunday afternoons but as you learn more about the homework assignments and other details you learn it’s so much more. MKE is all about changing your old blueprint and creating a new one for yourself so you can live out your Definite Major Purpose, otherwise known as a DMP. It’s not about influencing you but about helping you find your purpose and yourself.
The story that keeps ringing in my mind as I completed my assignments this week is the story of the Golden Buddha. If you don’t know the story go to your computer and type in “story of the Golden Buddha”. I look back at my past and all that has worked to shape the life I have now. All the decisions I made, the lessons I was taught, the lessons I learned by trial and error, how I was raised, and the thoughts I think have caused me to create habits that brought me to where I am today. I have a good life and am very blessed, but it has always felt like there is a little something missing. I worked hard, did what I was “supposed” to do, followed the rules, and tried to be a good wife, mom, friend, sister… and so on. I have come a long way if you look at my family history but that unsettling feeling and little voice in the back of my mind has told me for years I am meant for so much more.
The ability to bring out that gold has been elusive to me for several years. I have spent a lot of time and resources looking for the freedom my heart desires. I always reach a certain point and then it’s as if I stop, go backwards, or get scared. I really don’t know how to explain it. Have you ever felt like this? You know, the feeling that you wanted something so bad, and you would do anything to accomplish it yet when the time came you just never seemed to quite reach it. I KNOW I have potential well beyond what I have accomplished but like that Golden Buddha it’s been covered in the programming of my subconscious mind and I need to learn a way to crack open that outer layer and those habits that have worked to keep me where I’m at and bring out the gold that is inside me. I truly believe the MKE is going to help me crack the cement on the outside and through self-discovery change the habits that influence my subby which will have a domino effect on my entire life.
I am excited and a little intimated by the next 25 weeks and what they have in store for me. If my heart is any indicator of what I think is to come I truly feel I am in for some hard yet rewarding work that very well could completely change my future.
Come along with me and let’s see what happens.